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Hmmm. Seems like a long time since i last ventured in this place i called my sanctuary..
Funny how much a person's outlook and perspective in life could change so much after just a few months.. or has it been a year?

Don't get me wrong, i occasionally still fangirl over a lot of different things. Usually with the help of my bestfriend, but i just seem so passion-less about a lot of things right now.

The things i usually enjoy and the things i care about so much before.. they don't seem as important right now.

is it because i'm so far away from home, making a living for myself and constantly reminding myself that everything that i do now is for my future that i ant seem to find the stability and sense of security that i yearn for? but when do i stop thinking about doing something for the future and actually living that "future"?

Am i depressed? am i on the verge of breaking down? burning out? at the age of 21? Seriously? this is so not me.

But really, who am i anyways? i dont know what to do to find myself anymore. They keep telling us that around this time of one's life, we begin to really discover who we are and what we really want. i get that. but where do i start? how do i start?

okay. this is getting depressing.
but seriously.
i dont know what to do.

i guess im afraid to make the wrong choices and not being able to get back on my feet ever again.


Do you ever get that feeling of restlessness and hopelessness rolling and coiling in your chest like snakes writhing to get out of a rusty cage?

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First Kiss

Author’s Note: A bit at the end. For now, ENJOY! <3


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First Kiss

Title: First Kiss
Author: OccasionalMuse
Pairing: Sehun/Kai, Baekhyun/Chanyeol, Tao/Kris, SuHo/DO
Rating: PG-13
Genre: crack, fluff, romance
Summary: In which SeHun is addicted to dramas, Kai is a self proclaimed bad-ass and Taoris have "exhibitionistic" tendencies.
A/N: Crack/fluff story gone wild? Originally a oneshot, then decided on a two shot but then its gonna be a three shot now. O_O

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me so happy! :) my SeKai FEELS!~


A/N: First attempt at fanfiction, so please go easy!
        Dedicated to Alyssa(MayumiJade) who wanted a SeKai fic. Saranghaeee! <3
        Any faults are mine coz this is unbetaed.
Disclaimer: I own nothing but le plot~

Memories are curious things. At one time, they make us happy and giddy with unexplainable feelings. But a time will come when such memories only leave a bitter taste in our tongues. 

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